what was I thinking

she did it again
sitting by my side
made me feel comfortable inside
then nothing but awkward dialog

she did it again
those little things she did for me
made me feel so special
then nothing but silent glance

i did it again
watching her from a distance
trying to get close
but no word came out of my mouth

i did it again
thinking about her day in and day out
the first thing i open my eyes
and the last thing i put on my blanket

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How did I become so corny... Typing this down while listening to D'cinnamon: I Love You, Selamanya Cinta, Ku Yakin Cinta; over and over again on a bright Sunday morning with no one to talk to. I wish i was in my office, working. At least, it will get my mind off her for a while... or making it worse if she was online. What was I thinking...